Switching Denominations: Or How We Moved to a Generic Presbyterian Church

So its been two months and I thought I would finally sit down and write something about our recent church decisions. Starting last summer I felt increasing pressure about whether or not I could stay in the RPCNA, the Reformed Presbyterian Church of North America. The root of my problems stemmed from an uncertainty over accappella psalmody, a belief which the denomination considered an essential distinctive. I had entered seminary with a clear understanding of why I held the position but as I thought on it more and more, and as I went through classes that dealt with the topic my views slowly started to change. I ended up holding to accappella psalmody with the understanding that I was all together unconvinced, but did not want to leave my denomination, one that my father was an elder in, and one that had sent me to seminary. I felt very alone. I thought that I might be able to remain RP if I was not forced on the issue. I also thought that I had time to think about the matter more. That took me through my first year of seminary.
Summer came and my thought focused on more important issues.
The topic came up again at Presbytery over the summer where a student was asked if he thought that it was a sin to sing anything other than a psalm unaccompanied. This question really bothered me, because I knew that if asked, I could not say that singing hymns with instruments was a sin.
I was forced to take a closer looked at what I believed, and started to question if I should pursue ordination in the RPCNA. It did not bring my call to the pastorate in question just my denomination.
At the same time that I was questioning my denominational beliefs I was also being exposed to the thoughts of Mark Driscoll. I was fascinated with the notion that a church could both hold fast to the truth that God had given, and at the same time be very creative in how they interacted with their community. As I looked around at the RP church I did not see this happening.

These two things began our quest.

Of course I knew of other “Generic” presbyterian churches, but was not sure that they were the place I should be looking. A pastor that I once knew inappropriately called the PCA and the OPC generic in a plea to keep the RPCNA distinct. We started our investigation at steel city church, a church I would feel comfortable calling emergent. We visited the church for three weeks. What we saw was people proclaiming faith and a good vision for church planting being set forth, but what we did not see was any sort of comprehensive explanation of their theology, or their organization of the church. What I ended up feel was that the church was seeking to please the Lord but had not really fleshed it out in any substantial ways. Even after receiving their membership manual we struggled with understanding what they stood for. We left unsatisfied.

My second year of seminary started and I was still undercare of the RPCNA.
As a student undercare I was instructed that I was responsible to read the Westminster Confession of Faith, and the Testimony of the RPCNA, their second subordinate standard.
Because of my recent thinking I took this very seriously, although I admit I was not excited to work through two standards which I saw as outdated. When I finished I had written five pages outlining my objections, yet I only question one line of the WCF, and four and a half pages were written about my disagreements with the RP Testimony.
In fact I came to deeply admire the WCF, and it was this fact that ended our search. I felt that I needed to be in a denomination that held to the WCF, and at the same time one that did not shy away from engaging the lost around them.

So this is how we moved to a generic presbyterian church.
I say “generic” with my tongue firmly planted in my cheek-Her we go PCA, Here we go!

Christmas for a Seminarian

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Seminary starts up in a few weeks and so I got out the old visa and got some books, some I need for class and others were more for fun. I go to RPTS guess which ones are which.

Stress and Exhaustion at the End of 30 Weeks

It is hard to imagine but I have completed over thrity hours of seminary. I have learned so much. I cannot believe how little I knew about God before I came to RPTS and the odd thing is that even now the one thing I really know is that I know far to little.
This week has been a bit unnerving I had a ten page paper, and a final today. Tomorrow I have two final exams and a take home that is due. Thursday Im off but I have to do some work hours.
Finally friday I will have one final and some hours. Fortunately after that I get a bout a week off, well its not off Ill be working on the new rpmissions.org site.
Beyond my internship I have a few goals for this summer. Redo the youth room, post more often on this blog, and try to do a ton of reading that I haven’t had time for.
The thing I keep coming back to is Bruce Mawhnney’s diagram in Preaching with Freshness of how if you plan early you will have healthy stress but if you wait till the last minute your heart could pop like an over inflated balloon–Pop.

One Quarter Down 8 to Go

So I finally finished my first quarter at seminary. Ill be honest, righht now I feel torn. I enjoyed the classes and I did not find the work load that tough, but right now I am wrestling with the question of is this where God would have me. I am feeling some major doubt about whether or not I should enter the Ministry. I just don’t know if I have what it takes to actually help guide people. And Im just re-evaluating how much of an impact I have on anyone around me. Am I the kind of person that people will listen to? I used to think so, but know I am not so sure. I guess I will have to wait on God to show me the answers.

Prayer Life

Maybe all of this is steming from my lack of a diligent prayer time. I just cannot seem to settle myself enough to pray. I guess the ecitment in praying has been replaced by this guilt that I am not praying long enough and embracing enough of the needs I know are out there. I feel like now that I have been told how I should pray that I was doing it wrong my whole life.

23 on the 23rd

Im turning 23 in a few days and I am excited that Ill be 23 on the 23rd .

My Newest Book

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Today I finally received my Greek New Testament in the mail, Amazon normally ships in less than 24 hours, especially when they say “Ships in 24 hours”, but with this order it took 5 days for them to finally ship my NT. I am happy that it was delivered a week ahead of schedule.

I guess the reason that I am excited is because, I have the opportunity to learn greek and having the bible in greek gives me more motivation for why I should learn this funny dead language. Not to be elitist but to me the idea of reading the bible in greek is an amazing gift. This is probably as close as I will ever get to the original written words of God himself.

When I sat down to try and translate I found out that without the slight grammatical cheats that my text book gives, I am at the mercy of the greek dictionary in the back of my bible. So after an hour trying to translate Matthew 6:25 I realized that I had to finish up some homework for Pentateuch.

Seminarian Day 5

I finished up my fifth day of classes, about half an hour ago. The class was Hermeneutics, Dr. Prutow spoke of the singularity of meaning in the scripture. What he said was that each verse means one specific thing, and that if it didn’t the bible would cause us to as Milton Terry puts it “drft upon a sea of uncertainty and conjecture.”
When Dr. Prutow first suggested this idea, I hesitated to agree. What I first thought was that what he was saying was that each verse or idea in scripture was to be examined alone. After asking Dr. Prutow about the notion of NT scriptures in the light of the OT, which he informed me was a totally acceptable option, I warmd up to the notion of a single meaning. I guess the problem I had was that I was worried that you could not bring your own background intoa verse, and I believe that there are certain passages which you can more easily understand if you have had certain life experiences, ie. Abraham and Issac on the mount, of course will create a stronger tie with fathers, than with a 19 year old. Dr. Prutow enlightened me that this idea just means that there is not some magically hidden meaning behind the word of God, which is a mystery to us.

Seminary tomorrow

So, Sam and I went to RPTS’s orientation today, and it was really fun. There were two or three couples that we could get to know, and one guy that Sam already knew who seems really nice as well. Last night Sam was up all night (till 5 am), which is late even for Sam, and tonight is the first night he is in bed and probably asleep before me, and it’s only 11:30! I have high hopes for these three years, and I know Sam does too. I hope that we can grow as a couple and even start discipling others before we are ready to move again, Lord willing. So exciting!

Labor Day Orientation

Even though tomorrow is a national holiday I will be starting orientation for seminary, I don’t mean to sound like I am complaining, I am just getting nervous about seminary. In the past week I have met some really great young men, and I am starting have an inferiority complex. Most of these guys are a year or two older than I am, but it still makes me slightly nervous to be expected to be at their level a year from now.

I Hate IE

After months of playing with this site, I have come to the conclusion that Internet Explorer is not worth supporting so I am going to put a link to firefox on the homepage and hope that anyone viewing this site in IE should make the painless switch to firefox, which is a much better free browser.